Stand in the Rain

this is kinda/sorta a vent, i guess, since ive been depressed lately (again) ...

im so tired.

tired of being strong.

though i tell myself its fine to cry, i just cant anymore.

i need to get all these feelings out somehow, and crying usually helped. but now, even when i try to make myself cry, i cant.

ive basically trained myself to never show weakness, since thats when i get really depressed, but staying strong for this long... its exaughsting.

these past couple days... i found myself stumbling to the bus-stop to go to school, and while i wait there... i feel like collapsing.
i feel like just collapsing on the ground, and never get up again.

but i know i cant. i have to stay strong for you guys. i made a promise to myself to always be there for you guys, and i intend to keep that promise. i swore to myself to never let you guys slip into the darkness like i have. i dont want you guys to feel the suffering that i have.

its not going to happen while im here. i promise you.

i dont care how i feel, i dont care how horrible i am, no matter what, im always going to be there. you guys are the only reason why im still alive, i problably would have given up long ago on life.

i dont care if im already dealing with pain, if you are in pain, i would rather me be in pain than you. i would do anything for you guys. and i cant imagine how life would be without you here.

dont ever forget that. ever. i would take a bullet for any of you. i will be your shield, your protector, your shoulder to cry on, just to make sure that you stay ok.

i love you guys.


Stand in the Rain by Superchick: [link]
She never slows down.
She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone, feels like its all coming down
She won't turn around
The shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear, the tears will not stop raining down

[CHORUS]
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain

She won't make a sound
Alone in this fight with herself and the fears whispering if she stands she'll fall down
She wants to be found
The only way out is through everything she's running from wants to give up and lie down.

[CHORUS]
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
Stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found

[CHORUS]
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain


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Song belongs to Superchick